Thursday, December 03, 2009

Integra Hellsing: Show Us How A Woman Should Be



Her name is Integra Wingates Fairbrook Hellsing. Of all the anime I watch, this bring woman to justice. Integra is one of the few anime women in charge who is not overtly sexualized. In the animated versions, she’s actually drawn quite androgynous. The creator makes it clear in the manga that she is a woman but her sexuality is never emphasized in the same way as the other female characters. She practically wear man suit everytime you see her and smoke cigar.She can be in charge without having to constantly prove her femininity or shove her breasts in people’s faces, unlike many anime women in positions of authority.



This is the only anime I saw that give woman so much credit. All the other anime female character are either stupid (eg.Sakura), busty, useless, cry and cry and cry...In other words...utterly useless...That's why I never really watch too much of shojo manga because they did just that.


But you won't be seeing such thing from Integra. She's one tough woman I mean seriously tough. Eventhough she's human but she will kick any vampire ass any day, anytime. No hesitation at all. She showed everyone that being a woman does not hinder any thing and she can carry on the role as a Hellsing as good anyone.

She became one of my favorite heroine right there and there when I first see her. She drew my attention in the first episode because of her sheer authority. In the Hellsing anime, it is entirely clear who is in charge and it ain’t the vampire carrying the gun. Sorry Alucard XD



The role between Master and Servant between Integra and Alucard is seriously amusing to read. It’s obviously sexually charged, but never explicitly stated as such. She is his master and he her servant and he listen to her every comment, begged for her order and never fail to make boil when he challenged her. LOVE IT. And in her body she hold the one thing that Alucard love most...her virgin blood. XD



She's seriously my role model now. This is a first seriously...

Monday, November 30, 2009

A Parting Love Song

You all should know that I have been reading and seeing Hellsing these days because of lack of entertaining anime these days. All I can say that I'm really satisfy and happy that I come to know of Hellsing. It's action, and storyline is amazing and not to mention, the unspoken romance between Alucard, the ancient vampire and the master that he serve, Integra Hellsing. I really love forbidden romance or unrequited romance or impossible romance. It makes thing more interesting you see.

After I heard this song by Maaya Sakamoto, voice of Aerith Gainborough called Yubiwa, I just can't help the tears that flow down my cheek. Hearing the song, I remembered the part where Alucard have to part with Integra eventhough he was given order that he can't leave. You see, Alucard will never disobey Integra and he will listen to her order no matter what but because of "poison" he absorbed, he couldn't help himself from being the imaginary number and disappearing from the face of the Earth, leaving Integra.



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As my tears keep overflowing one after another,
I can't see your last smile through their blur.
Please don't go, please don't go... Stay here.
Light bursts through the sky.

Even this insignificant me
loved you more than anyone, with all my soul.

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Thank you for all of
the precious feelings
you've given to me.
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"When you took off, I was
watching for a long time as the vapor trail disappeared."

Please don't forget
You're not alone.
Even if we're apart, we can still carry on hand-in-hand.
With my first love, I first realized that there could be such sorrow.


Even if something lapses away, something will live once again.
When you gave me a smile as we parted,
it was your message for me to truly live with all my heart.
I just know that we'll see each other someday.
Chapter
If we're together, even if we're far apart, we can gaze in each others' eyes
Let's bet everything on all our hopes and dreams.
Chapter

It's really sad that all there have done and been together, they have to part and meet back 30 years later but Alucard was already late as Integra has grow old and she waited for him, going without a partner and an heir for Hellsing. It's clear that she loves him and waited for him. Alucard seems to love her more with her aged body and mind. Even having the chance to escape from the Hellsing seal, he came back to Integra. Isn't this what we called love?

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Week 5 Of Third Semester

Listening To: Tik Tok By Kesha

Weehoo...It's already week 5 already and we only have some weeks left before we head for the final. Phew...Now I still have some assignments to finish off...T_T 7 Weeks with 5 subjects is seriously killing me. Cramp 14 weeks stuff into 7 weeks...and I took 5 subjects as well...Really hectic...

And today I heard a news about a cow biting a man. Wow, we have man eating cow eh. XD Kekeke, Moo Moo, you better behave and if you bite me, I tell you I'm going to impale bite your butt.



Moo Moo has been behaving very nicely. So my friends, you don't have to worry. XD

Weather these days are awesome...Cooling at night...Have to cover myself with my blanket...It's so cold and I can't stop listening to the song by Kesha and Black Eyed Peas...I need more songs as well. XD

And I want more movies too. I just watched "Where Got Ghost?" That show isn't funny at all, it's scary...Yep. And I realized that the burglar not only took my PS2 discs, they took our DVD too. Now I'm on shortage of movies to watch. I was searching for "I Am Legend" and found it to be gone...I only get to find "Van Hellsing". XD I remember that show, watched it when I was having my SPM exam the next day on HBO...Wow, it's been 4 years now and I didn't realize it was played by Hugh Jackman and Kate Beckinsale...Shame on me...XD He was Van Hellsing and I remember the vampires...They suck...Werewolves was so much better there...XD Oh gosh, Alucard gonna shoot me for this...

Saturday, November 07, 2009

Alucard: A True Vampire



XD Oh yes, Im currently watching Hellsing after seeing that Animax is showing the OAV. Darn, I already missed one episode but I have watched that in the past so I guess it is ok. Started watching it again because I was damn bored of reading my entrepreneurship.

Wanted to watch some vampire show and then remembered Hellsing the other day and decided to search for it. Darn, I seriously have forgotten how awesome it was. I only watched one episode last time because youtube started deleting anime once it is put up there.


Alucard was awesome. He's cool, sarcastic, powerful and in the manga, funny. He is a member of Hellsing Organization which specialized on killing supernatural monsters. With his sharp shooting skill, he is able to kill his opponent easily but before he finishes them, he will toy with them and in the case of his opponent being a vampire, he will scare the shit out of them before killing them. XD

Although he is powerful, he envy the way human are able to live and die. He values death as it put meanings into a person's live. He has a very sad past as well and regretted how he has chosen the road of turning away from the path of light and turned into a vampire to gain power.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Outing With Audrey

Well, Audrey asked me that day if I was free to go out with her since she is back in Ipoh. XD Of course I will jump to that chance to meet her. Pui Yee...You should have come too.


First off, we went to Jusco to buy something. I have to buy some wrapper and ribbons to wrap my mom's fruit cake for my aunt.


Then we went to Crazy Ice Cream to have our lunch. We chatted and sat there eating our set lunch. Thought of ordering some ice cream but we were too full for any big ice cream like the one I ate last time with my siblings and housemate.


Then after that, we went to Indulgence to have a some delicious cakes.



We ordered the Cheese Brownie and Chocolate Meringue. It was delicious...the chocolate was too much. XD



We took a whole of picture there. XD I bet everyone is looking at us funny. It was a nice place to chat and enjoy, seriously.


The bar. It was pretty...


Look, our table was reserved...XD



















Yes, I do look funny there...Cant smile you see. XD Taken at the outside of Indulgence.


Staircase to the inn upstair.



Of course, we have to take picture of the sign 'Indulgence'. XD 


Everyone else who was not able to go that day, we will do this again with you all next time. Remember that.

Avatar: Can't wait for it...Must watch

I can't wait for the movie Avatar by James Cameron. Oh gosh...the trailer is just beautiful. Go watch it



Its coming in December 18. Oh man I got test during that time...T_T But i seriously must watch this. I must.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

A New Semester

Yes a new semester has started and I am already feeling the pressure and dilemma that comes with it. First off, it will be the japanese class on sat. If i take it then i wont have to take it next time and I dunno if next time they will offer japanese or not. But the thing is, we need to learn the hiragana and katakana and midterm and quiz is coming around the corner dy. Management principle and entrepreneurship is not easy as well. The lecturer also told us dy except for entrepreneurship lah but still...how can we learn all this in 7 weeks...freaking crazy.

Second off...our dear friend Majura and beloved groupmate has stopped biochem and going to genting to work. She will be coming back next year to start a new course. T_T I will miss you dear. Take care.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Result Is Out

Before this, I always dream of getting D in my result...It was even consecutive...the dream...what a nightmare...After seeing my result...Its better than the dream. I'm glad my result is still ok. I think I'm satisfy with it. Thank you so much.

I will never be a memory...